waiting for tht day.........:((

At last I feel free. I feel free and independent. Since last few days, I realised all the past chains that was binding me, hurting me, holding me back has been broken at last. At last, I am totally out of love. I am my own person. My heart does not beat for anyone other than me. When my phone rings I don’t miss a heart beat with the anticipation of a long desired phone call. I don’t have to rush to get back home to be with someone, think about someone before I do anything. At last the time came, the long waited time, after a long agonising period that I feel happy of being myself, I feel happy of being alone, I feel happy for not needing someone to make me happy, I feel happy for not being responsible to make someone else happy.

It is soo liberating. It’s so comforting. I feel content, I feel happy…after a long agonising time.

I'm waiting.......when i'll have such a day in my life????????

When i'll write all these lines......?????

abt Me........!!!!

"Tears r the words my heart uses 2 explain whenevr my fake smiles can't cover up my pain".

I'm an ordinary village girl who likes 2 live as a modern girl..bt couldn't ..:((

It's bcoz of my character , i'm very sensitive,emotional etc etc...sometimes i couldn't control my tears!!

I'm tryg to b bold,bt sometimes lif pulling me bak by giving me failures!!!

so tel me hw can i b bold??

but i'm thankful 2 LIFE (God) for giving me such a good

-> life,

-> parents,

->siblings,

-> friends!!

haaa..............friends!!!!

the most valuable thing in my life......i will (try to) do anythg 4 u guys!

i'm such a girl who s tryg to be truthful n honest 2 evryone,n expectng the same frm thm too....again i know it's not gonna happen.....

I have a hell lot of dreams,some sounds like an ordinary girl's dreams,some sounds different (i think) , wanna begin an old age home,an orphanage etc etc.....bt sometimes i like to earn money n like to live my life to the maXX....WITOUT ANY RESTRICTIONS......

I like to be alone sometimes......n love being wit my lovely friends too.......n love to fulfill their small desires n make thm happy..... ("Whoevr stays wit me,they should be happy"),no matter wt their character is......

Personally i like to dress up,like to use cute accessories ,even i don't wear it ,i like to collect it..

n i think i've good selection sense too......n i love my voice [n i have few fans too....;)]..

So time being i think it's enough........will b bak with somthg interesting ;))......

one of my photography....

jz a BiGninG.....

i'm gonna try puting my dreams into words......

if u can't tolerate it,jz forgive me..